I thought I was racist when I was walking down a street late at night and this slightly intimidating black guy was walking toward me.  I noticed I got a bit attentive to my surroundings at that moment and then I thought "I shouldn't think like that".   I was a bit disappointed in myself because I had any thoughts like that.

But then another night I was in a convenience store late at night and aside from the cashier there was one other man in there.  He was white and had a slightly odd demeanor.  I noticed that I got more attentive to my surroundings at that point and was more concious of his position to mine.  And then I realized, I'm not racist, I just watch too much television.

When I was walking past the black guy, I had imagined the worst case is that he would beat me and rob me.  When I was next to the white guy, I imagined the worst case was that I would end up living in his dungeon wearing a gimp mask for five years.  So I guess in that respect, I think black guys are less frightening.  

Rumor has it that if you watch Brighthouse on Demand (channell 300) and go to the Damaged TV episode featuring Relapse Trigger, you will get a chance to see a quick set I did at Sandrini's one night.  I have no way to verify this but through you people, so let me know eh? 

So I am sitting here in San Diego after finally having got everything situated.  The important things are: a.) I have a house and b.) I have a job.  

I am going to be extremely extremely busy this next semester, I am taking 6 classes, working, hopefully getting some outside work done for this wonderful site here, and I am continuing to do some stand-up.  I have my first San Diego gig this coming Sunday night at the Comedy Store in La Jolla.  

Anyway, just wanted to keep those who care enough informed as to my happenings.  I'll check in soon.  Peace!

Chase