After almost a week , she's back..

sadly, it's in times like this when it sucks being her only true friend ... and here I am,, trying to cheer someone up by internet.. COOL *SARCASM*

You see, sometimes I dont know if it's good or isn't to be a psychologist... you get to know many thngs even when the people doesnt directly tell you about them...

and you know when a situation is becoming critical even when you are not there.. psychology.. psychoanalisis.. the skill of reading the words and see beyond.. it sucks... when you notice things.. and you have to STFU D: and say nothing, because it's not ethical.. and in a way it doesnt concern you.. -_-

We dont analyze evryone at sight.. but when people open their hearts, we cant help but see the evident.. we cant help but to know (sometimes) what the problem is.. yet.. we cant say anything to you.... why? because you have to realize the things by yourself... or you would feel attacked or invaved...

argh.. well.. I need to cheer up this kid... I wish she could be happier.. I wish there could be a way to make her see the things that are hurting her... yet... I must STFU and just keep chatting.. because... not to be quiet about it would be worse...

Cool, here I am, my first post in a blog of a foreign city whose only relation to me is that my best friend lives there.. i must be either sick or crazy.. or perhaps both.

I am a psychologist,  my area is the clinic psychologist but mostly we studied about psychoanalisis... just a few months ago I took some classes about juridic psychology, so I won be a total ignorant if I ever need to meddle with juridic affairs... so I learned how to actually help the people who would be paying me.

I am an anxious person, perhaps is my nature ... perhaps my life experience have taught me to be that way . I'd like to get a sponsor so I can visit my friend there... everyone needs money at some point of their lives... sadly money is a way to achieve some dreams

tell you what.. my best friend has been missing from the internet for like 5 days, I have no other means to contact her since her tutor wont let her provide her phone number.. so it sucks because I have no way to know if everything is okay or isn't...

So, here i am, writting in the blog of the city where she lives... just because of that reason and because I feel sad ... it sucks.. can you imagine that suddendly a person who you care a lot about suddendly dissapear? and yet.. it can be nothing but... again... i want to know that she is fine.. and I have no way to know .... If I were there, I know how to get to her house and how to locate her... XD but does that matter when I am this far?

It sucks... 3 years ago the person that was my best friend.. died... and i didnt meet her in real life... (and yeah, even so I had proof of her existence and that she was not a pervert trying to fool me) .. and I am kinda traumatized since then... I dont want to happen again .. so I am scared.... most of my friends think that I am a optimistic person.. but I am not.. i can be very dramatic.. sucks.. but I guess everyone has that little drama inside..

I dont want to overreact and act as a worried maniac... still... I cant help it and that sucks...

P.S. No, a psychologist cant analyze herself in a neutral way. XD